I had a dream last night. It was really nice. I dreamt that my grandfather was here. I didn't dream that he hadn't passed away, but rather that he had... come back. That he had been in a coma or something rather than dead.
I took him around town, showed him the sights. After all, he hadn't been around for fifteen years. A lot has changed. The world has changed. I've changed.
I gave him my iPhone and taught him how to use it. We went to Wal-mart and looked at all the new stuff. We got some tools for his tomato garden.
We talked. We laughed. We smiled. And I realized something I hadn't known before.
I miss him.
I was only ten years old when Papa passed away, but I still remember his smile, his face, his blue eyes. I remember his rough skin brushing against my cheek when he kissed me good night when my dad and I were leaving his house.
And I got to experience that again, in my dream. I got to show Papa how I'd grown, how I've changed. I got to show him how I wasn't a little boy anymore, but a man -- a man who's had a ton of bad things happen and still came through.
I'd catch Papa looking at me, smiling at me. There was a distant look in his eyes sometimes, and I think he was trying to absorb me into his memory, to memorize every little detail in me.
I think Papa missed me too.
The last thing I remember before waking up, was Papa turning to look at me, a sparkle in his eyes. And I know my grandfather misses me. And I know he loves me with all his heart.
I love you too, Papa.
Monday, October 27, 2008
Papa's Visit
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Friday, October 17, 2008
Hobo packets!
Good recipe for a quick and easy dinner!
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Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Monday, September 8, 2008
Windy City, here I come!
I've been quiet for the past few weeks. Why, you ask? Because I've been working. Working hard. But the hard work finally paid off. I've been asked to join a company in Chicago as a full-time employee.
So I'm moving from redneck Georgia to the Windy City. Hell yeah!
I'm so excited!
Wish me luck. Next time I write, I'll have my own place in Chicago!
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Thursday, August 7, 2008
Friday, August 1, 2008
The Legend of Neil
Looking for a great webshow to watch? Look no further than the Legend of Neil. In the same vein as Dr. Horrible and The Guild, Legend of Neil takes you on adventure through the world of Zelda.
Great shit.
Check it out: The Legend of Neil, Episode One
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